By Dustan Jackson
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10 Dec, 2022
Good Morning and welcome to surviving life with Dustan Jackson. Do have the strength to do what I want lately I find myself tested more often now. I don't know if i m really that uncoordinated or i really don't pay attention to much around me . I find little things happening to me that cause frustration, i find myself getting upset with myself. is it because I'm thinking about the future?, maybe its a little though of what i cant do?, sometimes it will be as simple as i cant hold the drink I'm carrying so it slips and falls out of my hand cause my nerves are not the same anymore. To explain what i am talking about is the little things that i used to not have affect my life is affecting me a lot now. I have been having hand cramps and shooting pain on the right and left side of my body, the weird part is your body mirrors your injury, at least it feels like it does. Ill get these strong shooting pains down the right side of my arm. the arm that is not injured, I also get them down the left which I hope is my nerve waking up. But i feel like my body mirror the injury. The nerve surgery was my 4th surgery and it was meant to put my body back together and give me 60% of my arm back ;and it has not come back yet. and these are results of what is happening to me. I think to myself why is my right arm hurting, to tell you the feeling' it is a shocking pain right were my injury is, but on the right side. Its like 3-4 sec shooting pain and I think that my body is mimicking the way it is feeling on the left side, but cant send the signal cause the nerve is dead so it reflects to the right side. that's just my theory. I realize I have not explained my in detail my injury to you here is an example of what it feels like in my left shoulder. Imagine a wall around your shoulder on the inside of your body t is a perfect circle where the nerve is shut off It just does not work you try to think about it an you just Feel the dead sensation there. when I stretch it and move it with help it feels like there is blood rushes into it and it will feel normal for a second but you still cant move it. then the blood rushes out and the walls come back up. It is the weirdest injury i have ever had now for me i have had 14 broken bones so I'm no stranger to recovery. but this takes the cake in reconfiguring your body. With this injury it has shaped a different future in my life it changes what i can do on a day to day basis, and test my patients in little actions. This injury is allowing me to build a mental strength I did not know I had. Thanks for following please subscribe to our channel and we will keep you updated as we go along.